A lengthy post, but a lesson learnt.
Tag: mind
The Pit
She’s smiling but she’s falling. She skipped along the path, smiling at everyone she passed. Her foot slipped. As did her smile. She realised she was falling. Falling down such a narrow, dark cramped pit. She could barely see any light. How far will she falls before it is “the end”? She slipped so slowly … Continue reading The Pit
Your Mind Is Your Worst Enemy
Have you ever sat and questioned things about life? Usually there isn't an answer for most of what you question but for me I end up battling things out with my own theories and it leaves me really deflated afterwards. Like I have had a physical fight with myself and it is pointless because there … Continue reading Your Mind Is Your Worst Enemy
Nothing Makes Sense
Nothing makes sense and this is why I am not feeling myself.
The Face Of
This is the face of....
An honest thought….
Sometimes I let things brew inside me for too long & they just need to be let out every so often....
Dear you,
Throughout my entire time of suffering with OCD I have never expected anyone to understand it (unless of course they have suffered too). Although having said that sometimes I don't quite get it myself. I would never dream of saying to someone that they had to "get me" and "understand" why I am like I am … Continue reading Dear you,
The Apprentice
Some of you may already know but this time last year I went for one of the hardest and biggest interviews I will ever probably have in my life. Yep that is right, I thought I would try show Lord Sugar what I can do and try my hand at BBC's The Apprentice. Unfortunately I … Continue reading The Apprentice
5 Years.
For many people today is Valentines Day, to me this was the day I last wrote a blog post anonymously about my OCD and then something terribly awful happened the very next day. Surprisingly it has been five whole years since that date but weirdly it feels like a lifetime ago but also just yesterday. … Continue reading 5 Years.
Just a Normal Night
It is 10:24pm. I am relaxed on the sofa watching the end of some documentary on the television. There's a loud bang outside. My heart starts to pound against my chest. What was that? I instantly start thinking the worst but rest assured, it is probably just a car door slamming. Panic over. 10:30pm. There's … Continue reading Just a Normal Night
